手稿 | 贾科梅蒂 Giacometti





我想说,
建立审美的认识,
历史的认识。



美只源于伤痛。
每个人都带着特殊的、
各自不同的伤痛,
或隐或显,
所有人都将它守在心中,
当他想离开这个世界
感受短暂而深刻的孤独时,











你的伤口呢,
它在哪里?
我思索着,
那个隐秘的伤口
到底在什么地方,
掩藏在哪里呢?
当人们伤害了他,
侵犯了他的骄傲的时候,
所有人都会躲在
这样的一个伤口里。
这伤口变成了良心,
在膨胀,充盈。
所有人,
在准备变成
这个伤口本身的那一刻,
变成隐秘而痛苦的
心灵的那一刻,
都懂得返回这个伤口中。












这种孤独,
如果他声称懂得,
就是在说谎。









或许由于我的目光
和汽车的速度,
它们每个神态都被
如此快速地勾勒着,
在旋动图案中被
如此快速地捕捉到,
以至于每一个神态
都向我显现出来,
因为孤独有了更新鲜、
更不可替代的特征。
——他们几乎不可能认识到,
所有的存在都
涌现在一个伤口中,
它把他们带入孤独。
我曾穿过伦勃朗
描绘过的一个城市,
在那里,
每一个人和物都在
他们的真实中被捕捉到,
真实将造型之美
远远地抛到了身后。



















但我突然痛苦地体会到,
无论哪个人都完全
等同于其他任何人
——抱歉,
但我要强调“完全”二字。
我思考着:“无论什么人,
尽管丑陋、愚蠢、凶恶,
都可以被爱。”
——让·热内
《贾科梅蒂的画室》




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